Nahulog na naman ako sa MALING TAO.
Masakit. Malabo. Maling-mali.
OUCH.

Jeez.

Why does it hurt this much? ='(

Bakit ganun?

Akala mo pwede pa, yun pala hindi na.


Akala ko hindi ako tatablan, yun pala sapul sa puso.


Akala ko gagawin ko lahat para bumalik siya, yun pala nagpalagay na siya ng STOP SIGN sa kalsada.


Akala ko may nararamdaman pa siya, yun pala akala ko lang pala.


Akala ko magiging masaya puso ko this year, yun pala hindi pa


Akala ko pwede ko siyang gawing huling taong iibigin ko, yun pala ayaw niya.


Akala ko mahahawakan ko ulit kamay niya ng matagal, hindi na pala maaari.


Akala ko pwede ko na siya matitigan ng matagal, yun pala mawawala din siya.


Akala ko magiging akin ulit siya at magiging sa kanya ulit ako , yun pala ako lang ang may gusto.


Ang dami kong akala, bakit di pa rin ako makabitaw.


Kaya eto na, bibitawan na kita...
Papakawalan ko na lahat ng plano ko para sa atin,
Mahirap man gawin, pero alam ko para sa ikabubuti din natin ito..


Eto na talaga, Salamat sa lahat.
Pinapakawalan na kita.


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HERE WE GO AGAIN. FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN. :)

haaaay. :) Isn't it heart warming when every time you steal a minute or more just to take a look at her picture? A lot of people cite stuff that made em' love another. Some people do romantic stuff to make the other feel good inside and out. And some just take a leap of faith, tryn'a have him/her by their arms. It's not yet 14th of February but it already feels like Valentine's day. Everyday.  LOL. I sound a bit insane.  LOL. You see, I'm in love with her more && more everyday. But I guess when you fall in love everything seems crazy. && it gets crazier each day with her. There's nothing I could do, she means the world to me. :)

I'M GLAD I MET YOU ^^

It's awesome that I met people who believed in me. Who trusted me. Who supports me. And who accepts me for who I am and not for what I can only do. People like you are hard to find & I will never ever let you guys go.
So, for every word you told me. && for every stories you shared with me. && for every events that we rocked. && for every time you guys never left. Thank you. May God Bless you.

CHEERS FOR THE AWESOME PEOPLE THAT MADE OUR LIFE EASIER!! :D


Please be aware that you people who only bring others down, might be eating crap for breakfast.
LOL! jk.

LOVE TRIANGLE.

Here's an ex-problem-o!


When you're in a promising long-term relationship but your best friend is your ex-boyfriend. 


Don't expect him to be by your side when you're in your wedding. 


He's only staying by the hope of "waiting you'd realize you'd come back" or by the thought of "if friendship is the only way you'd be with me, then I'll take it.".


 Oh, buddy, don't be sad when you're best friend/ex-boyfriend won't be sending you an sms for a week or two or calling you at night. 


He's in that box, confused, hoping & thinking of finding another girl. 

Is it really just about friendship or is there still any mutual feelings with both of you?


My advice? 


Don't keep someone hanging especially if he's inlove with you and you're not.


Cause when you're friends with your ex, there will always be someone who's gonna get hurt.


Try playin Bizarre Love Triangle by Frio

FREE WAY EXIT.

When you're in a long term-relationship and working it ON & OFF. Why are you still in there? Get out of the box, dude. If he/she is stepping on you and you're the only one making any effort, take the EXIT. No one deserves to be treated in any way that doesn't make a promising relationship at all. Wake Up. Alarm Clock has been ringing for these past few years. Just like my men, Mab. He's in love but he's broken. He's happy but confused. Take the EXIT. Take the cab. Seriously, dude. Think about where you're relationship is heading.

Or in Barney Stinson's Free way exists. Take a note:
1. 6 hours (aka one night stand) 
2. 4 days 
3. 3 weeks 
4. 7 months 
5. 1.5 years/18 months 
6. 18 years 
7. death 




Do stay, if he/she makes you happy and you do the same. Stay if, he/she never left you through it all or if he/she did, one must have a valid reason. Stay, if he/she accepts you wholly and you do accept her good & bad side.
But please get out, if none of these words are making the relationship going on.
Or else you're making a BIG MISTAKE.

LOOKING FORWARD: BEASTLY

A modern-day take on the "Beauty and the Beast" tale where a New York teen is transformed into a hideous monster in order to find true love. A curse transforms a handsome and arrogant young man into everything he detests in this contemporary retelling of BEAUTY AND THE BEAST. Wealthy Kyle Kingson (Alex Pettyfer) has everything a teenager could want in life, but he still gets off on humiliating the weaker and less attractive. When Kyle invites his misfit classmate Kendra (Mary-Kate Olsen) to an environmental rally at their school, she questions his motivations but reluctantly accepts. Later, Kyle blows Kendra off, prompting the spurned goth girl to cast a dark spell on the swaggering egotist. The spell causes Kyle to transform into an unsightly creature that strikes fear into the heart of everyone he meets, and the only way to reverse it is for him to find someone who can love him for who he is on the inside. Subsequently sent by his repulsed father (Peter Krause) to live in Brooklyn, Kyle forges a tenuous friendship with his kindly housekeeper (Lisa Gay Hamilton) and his blind tutor (Neil Patrick Harris). When Kyle witnesses a drug addict in a desperate struggle with a menacing dealer, he intervenes, promising to protect the addict under the condition that his beautiful daughter, Lindy (Vanessa Hudgens), comes to live with the unsightly recluse in his sprawling Brooklyn home. Over time, the two forge a relationship that grows much deeper than anything Kyle has ever experienced before.


Earning $9.85M in theaters. hu-WOW!
must see movie after finals. LOL! :D
MAGANDA KAYA TLGA TO?
NAGUSTUHAN KO TRAILER EE. LOL.

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STAYIN UP LATE!

damn it. i've got 5 research projects
DUE TOMORROW & THE NEXT DAY.
kasi nman. kng di lang nabura ni bro.
mejo maluwag naco ngaun.
asar! 

bakit kaya ganun?

ba't kaya ganun?
di mo lang makita yung taong hinahanap hanap mo,
parang may kulang sa araw mo.
not awesome.

Make A Move

The first time I heard the song Hey Jude was back in gradeschool. I pretty much liked it but not as much as the boybands were starting to make a hit in the 90's. Earlier this day, it was played by the mp3 of my cousin. I played it again and again. And again. And again. And again. And so then it hit me.. the lyrics is about telling a friend to not let a girl pass by and instead open his heart. There, I sang with the song(na na na na na na na). Should I hid it and take it down to my grave? Or should I shout it out to the world? YES. See, I don't have the guts a lot of people would do. I tend to get shy and quiet when she's around. So, I decided to make a move. Let’s see if it works.

H.I.M.Y.M.

The longest running American tv series I've watched. Here is a synopsis: How I Met Your Mother is a comedy about Ted (Josh Radnor) and how he fell in love. It all starts when Ted's best friend, Marshall (Jason Segel), drops the bombshell that he's going to propose to his long-time girlfriend, Lily (Alyson Hannigan), a kindergarten teacher. At that moment, Ted realizes that he better make a move on if he too hopes to find true love. Helping him in his quest is Barney (Neil Patrick Harris), a friend with endless, sometimes outrageous opinions, a penchant for suits and a fool proof way to meet women. When Ted meets Robin (Cobie Smulders), he's sure it's love at first sight, a but destiny may have something else in store. The series is narrated through flashbacks from the future.

Catch it in ETC.

Now on it's 6th season.

This show is legen... wait for it... DAIRY! :D

Do You Remember?

Do you remember the first person you fell in love with? The first time you said and heard those three words that struck your mind all day long? Or the time you didn't know what to write in the exam because you texted him/her last night? The first date that makes your palm sweat and your heart beats faster? And the first break-up that left you pieces of broken heart lying on the floor.

Mine was like a book aligned in the fiction section at the library. A day in high school is always unforgotten. Whether your schoolmates in your year-level won the intramurals or your teacher telling stories which is totally unrelated in the subject or the gossip that went out all day or week or that someone you never stopped staring at for months. I've been there. And boy did I still reminisce those amazing memories in high school. Totally awesome. Alright, about that first love. Where was I? I found her sitting beside me. We were classmates in every subject in senior year. I knew her since freshmen. But things changed that day. The way I saw her was no longer a friend but developed into feelings and emotions thats pumping my heart even faster than 80 times in a minute. Elaine. See, I was seeing someone already at that time and she was always there supporting my back on every girl I dated. We make homeworks together. Work on a project together. Surfing the internet together. Playing online games together. She is very nice. She makes me laugh. She has an amazing acoustic voice. And she is my buddy.  I didn't have the guts to tell her yet. I've waited 3 months to tell her how she means to me. Now, a lot has been going on in 3 months. The section has to go  on every weekend with an activity in church, my awesome pal Dail had moved on from his break-up with Jaime and he had been making moves with a sophomore, the class practiced the choir after class, the celebration in the gym of the nutrition month & science month, and worse... a guy courting Elaine. I did not know how to handle it. Sean. He was a bit taller. Has a way with the ladies. He sings & dance. A charmer, ayt? I found him a good guy. I knew he could be a real gentleman Elaine would never ask for. I asked some of my friends for advices. They told me not to let her know about it. Cause when you fall in love with a friend, either you risk your friendship or let that flame just fade away. Anyways, how did I manage it? I panic. Cause every time I'm with her, I can't act straight. And I thought I could just shove my feelings and bury it. I was madly inlove and crazy about her. But I shouldn't. So my parents did not approve of my proposal to transfer me to another school. I had to stay at that school and I ignored her. A loser would do. Hide. And let someone else have that lady you've always dreamt of. I did not talk to her in 2 weeks. Of course she wondered why I would do such a thing. She approached me in the week of intramurals. No classes. Just a week of fun, sports & enjoyment. So, we sat on the lovers lounge. She asked me. She told me she didn't like what I was doing. She was sad. I did not know I would make her feel that way. It was a little bit uncomfortable and we waited for a minute to speak. So, this was it. Either I tell her a lie to cover up the truth or tell her right away and confess how to her that I'm madly in love with her. Then I spoke. “I like you more than a friend. More than what you would ever know.” was what I said. We talked about it and she was confused. A week later, we were hanging out as friends again. Another week later, I was courting her. Of course it wasn't easy courting her. With another guy always sticking around. But after all the drama and making suyo. Nonetheless, It all came down to one word. She finally said yes. Yes, if in the first place I never told her, if I stopped and let another guy win her, if I didn't have enough courage to pursue then I wouldn't feel like the happiest person alive in this planet. It was the shortest and sweetest word I have ever heard. She suddenly leaned forward and kissed me. A smack. A quick and slow movement of a second. And again. And again. And again. And there she was, I was ready and excited to call her MY GIRLFRIEND. My first ever real girlfriend. We were dating secretly, her parents didn't allowed her dating or having a boyfriend already. They felt she was too young and innocent. But hiding a relationship is as much as complicated as keeping your feelings to yourself. We lasted on a year, a pretty tough year for us to surpass. A lot had been going on within 365 days, we happily celebrated our first monthsary. I went in their house, and gave her flowers. Two days after that, she broke up with me because her parents found out about us. A week later than that, she came back and we patched things up. Yeah, we did. After she's been seeing Sean and admitted that she pretty much fell for him. We still got back together. Guess, we do belong together. We weren't exactly on each others side by the time it was valentine's day, though I surprised her in my room two days after that with asian white roses and a mix cd. Like any other couple. We also went with a sorts of drama. Jealousy. Forgot to text after a chore. Small things that happens to make a big fight. Misunderstandings. Miscommunication. But also like any other lovers, we had sweet moments we would always cherish. Like the time she sang A Very Special Love to me during Chemistry. I wrote love notes and drop it on her desk. Shared a headphone while listening to silly love songs. Texted all night before the day of examination. Rode 45 minutes to go see her. So, we maybe the sweetest couple in town hiding whenever we're dating. We still had fun. Exciting. A bit of a torture. But sometimes, you gotta make a little sacrifice for both of you to last. So, days were passing by quickly. And we were practicing our final march for graduation. She came up to me and broke up. Again. She said she took back what she said. It was awful. My heart got broken. Later at that night, I was browsing on our playlist of songs and pictures and my allergies appeared at night that my pillow got wet. I was so sure of my love for her. How could it happen? I was so certain we would fought against the world. So, the day of graduation is on motion. And every graduate in that room took their moment to bid farewell about almost everyone who completed their lives in high school. A day after that, I bought something for Elaine. And texted her if she could see me. We went out on our favorite date spot (a pizza house along the seashore with a sunset view at twilight). I knelt and gave her a promise ring showing how deeply in love I was with her. She accepted it. And just that, we were back in the game of love. And she gave a forever ring two days later. We swore that no matter what we'll always be there for each other. That after college we'll be seeing each other again(we went on different colleges. It was a million miles away from each other). We had plans of building a home when we settle down. Maybe a beach house or living on top of the mountain or just a townhouse. Days went by so fast that it was the last time I ever saw her. We stood out our promises that day. Even though we'd be far away to go to college, nothing would ever break us. Nine months had passed after we last saw each other. Texting, calling and chatting were our means of communication. She had a new gang of friends and I had mine too. We were both busy about the college life. Maybe it was the lack of communication or the busy life in separate roads or the continuous misunderstandings or the people that keep us away from each other that we had to crash down at the end of the route. And so before the New Year of 2010, we broke up. We ended the long distance relationship. And all the plans, memories, late night talks, secretly seeing w/ each other, online love chats went passing through our window. We both knew we needed to grow up. They say... it takes two grown ups to work a relationship. And up til now, I haven't seen her yet. Although I heard she's already with someone right now. Sometimes, when the ship sails, it docks into another wharfage. Guys, when they tell you that a couple could start from being friends and no couple could end up being friends... I believe them. Maybe, not right away. But things will fall into places when it's time. And that's the story of how I fell in love for the first time.